i speak my mind: I drive myself crazy

The day The Sats arrived in KL, last Friday. It drove me insane.
I knew where they were and I couldn't do anything about it.
I was sick as a dog, and I didn't know how to get to KL.

I've been living in Reality since forever.
So doing something in the spur of the moment, isn't something I'd do.
As much as I wanted to just drive to KL like that,
my mum would surely question me :
"Why the hell do you need to go to KL?"

I'm still emotional disturbed till today. The batting cages session didn't help.
I think my elbow pains are back. oh great!

Now, I'm going to drown myself..
in sorrow. =(